Code Red

"Code Red! she screamed

as the gun fell from her hand

"i don't deserve this

go away, let me be by myself for awhile.

what have i done? i'm so lonely.

she rages in an unpadded room for the thrill

"i hate you! get the hell out!

i didn't mean that.

i hope you stay for awhile.

do you forgive me?

fuck you cover it up.

i didn't mean that.

i'm sorry i go crazy sometimes.

i love you so much.

i hate you, cover it up.

i didn't mean that.

i don't know why you put up with me.

get out of my life.

code red: two words

that sum up our lives sometimes

a panicked sense we all know.

no one takes the blame.

no one deserve the blame.

it's just something that happens.