Thoughts Without Action

Help me believe in myself

Protect me from all my fears

Rescue me from this loneliness

I don't want to shed these tears

Off the bridge into the freezing cold ice

As I'm falling down memories flash by

Thinking of all this pain reminds me why

I know I'll be happy when I die.

But I've surfaced my world still a mess. The cycle

won't digress.

Ignoring feelings. It hurts to feel. Suppressing so

they're not real.

It builds up and I must deal. Can't you see? I'm dead

in here.

Emotions gone. I've no strength. I can't pretend to

play the game.

There's no way out.

Help me believe in myself

Protect me from all my fears

Rescue me from this loneliness

I don't want to shed these tears

Everyone moment of joy I've ever felt has multiplied

and gotten its revenge.

Stabbed me innumerable times and bled me to death.

I walk but without a pace. I may look human but

there's no one alive behind this face.

As I bawl alone in my shell I am certain a life like

this is one in hell.

There's no way out.

I'm still alive.

Couldn't this have been my final dive?

Rescue me from this loneliness.