Datura

Can you help me understand?

What books and life have failed to teach me

Can you free me from the guilt?

For me to carry on

These fragments of memories are haunting my sleep

Turning to nightmares all the beauty of reckless dreams

And now I get it right

The warnings and the signs make sense now

I cannot change the fact

I’ve let you down

But now it’s all so quiet

The warnings and the signs make sense now

I’d kill myself tonight

To bury your head again, in my arms

And this is the part where I think I should feel sorry

But in this twirling chaos, emotions are spinning

I just don’t have the strength to beg your forgiveness

And I’ll never get that chance

I’ll silence their voices

I’ll silence their voices once and for all

It’s time, that I get this right

I’m a poison for you, a disease, a trap

I can’t change that fact, but I won’t hold anything back