What Has Been Seen Cannot Be Unseen

We're laying side by side inside this room together

Steady pulse, yet hollowed out in this decaying process

Breathing heavy I'm content, but never satisfied

All of you was just never enough

This life, this lie, a facade

As breaths shorten and pulses fade

I cannot seem to get this out of my mind

Are we human, are we human?

Is this all that is left?

Is this all that is left of me?

God is this all that is left of me?

The urges constantly incline

I'm slowly dying over time

God is this all you have left for me?

This world has fed me complacence

Slowly dying and it's fine

God is this all that you have left for me?

She gave up everything her body had to give

Every sense of self worth

Now I know it could never be enough

Why? What have I done?

I can't bear to even look at myself right now

I've been standing over all my sin for hours on end

I need more, I need more

Exhausting every outlet of passion

I'll give in to anything just to stop the shaking

Consumed by a sinking ship in the depths of an ocean

I gasp for air as I drown in my shame

But I just can't bare to face it

God forgive me for all that I've done

Let your grace redeem my broken life

For what it's worth, this is my confession

I have witnessed and took part in the ruining

Of so many once innocent souls

I took what's left of her body

Bought and sold for next to nothing to a thousand empty souls

In hopes to fill an endless void

I have ruined all remains of a conscience

Oh God what have I become?

I took what's left of her body

Bought and sold for next to nothing to a thousand empty souls

In hopes to fill an endless void

God I am begging you

For the sake of us all, just put an end to this

God I am crying out

For what purity remains, just put an end to me

My existence succumbs to filth

Again and again and again

That guilt was the mark across His back

His blood covers even self inflicted wounds

By grace I am redeemed