Remnants

While some of us mourn, others fool themselves

yet I find myself drifting

from honest dedication to vile desecration

bitterness from an anonymous voice, my back has still not turned

but I'm so sick of fucking facing forward

the air between us will never clear

because these lungs have nothing left

each failure hurts more than the last

and although I'm ready to be let down I can't help but live in the past

I'm prepared for the worst, I know this feeling well it wont be the first

but each failure still hurts, it still hurts

I have always kept the truth hidden

beneath angst ridden anguish

but your presence only brings waves of depression

the only way is to remove myself

I'm stepping out of this picture, my final frame

each failure hurts more than the last

and although I'm ready to be let down, I can't help but live in the past

I just want to live again, but its way passed the point of hope

I close my eyes but sleep never comes

I just want to get through the night without seeing the rising sun

this feeling will forever haunt me

despite how late after dark I leave the lights on

I close my eyes but sleep never comes

I just want to get through the night without seeing the rising sun

faced without closure, its only just begun

I just want to live again

I'm stepping out of this picture, my final frame