The Other Side Of Things

I look up the street and I see your house now

I see the Sun but the cold begins

I can't bear to feel it anymore

I had to go and leave, follow pain within

Everything went and changed the day you left

Now I sit awake dying here instead

I see your mother, your sister, your father

I hope they understand you

I see your mother, your sister, your father

And my heart breaks to that view

Cause now you know, now you know

Everything to feel on the other side of things

Now you know, now you know

Everything it took to break inside of me

Now I know, now I know

I hope you don't, I hope you don't

Hate me for following a path of substance

And self abuse so I can keep on running

So I can go and chase a darker truth

So I appreciate all of the brighter views

So I can feel the things that went and ruined you

So I can realize what it takes to choose

I can't even hear your voice inside my head

Can't even think of all the funny shit you said

Now you're sleeping

Now you're dreaming

Now you let go

Now you echo

I see your mother, your sister, your father

I hope they understand you

I see your mother, your sister, your father

And my heart breaks to that view

Cause now you know, now you know

Everything to feel on the other side of things

Now you know, now you know

Everything it took to break inside of me

Now you know, now you know

Everything to feel on the other side of things

Now you know, now you know

Now I'm losing you