Will To Give

I thought you weren't contagious i thought i owned my inner-self

You offer, now i forget the reason i can't have

As you try hard to please me this need turns to greed down inside

I touch the hand of my sickness and feel my faith divide

If i said i would, would you care? would you take me there?

And feed my desire with your will to give

A distant storm and the lightning strikes the pouring rain feels warm tonight

Thunder echoes and the lesson begins as one more time you take me in

But i look back at you and think of all the things i should have said and done

But i can't talk no i can't talk i try to hide myself from shame

And try to share the blame for what i've done what have i done?

Now i said i would, do you care as you take me there

I taste my first time and now i can't turn away

I lie to myself like a man trying to understand

As you change my life with your will to give

I see disgrace and it's looking back at me

Blame my desire for lies i live and breathe

Begin again though the hardest part to take

Behind my eyes you still remain

I thought you'd understand when you took me there

The hardest part to take you still remain