No Regrets

Distorted spine and legs of lead,

Unbearable silence and a spoiled stench

I cry dry tears, and hope with sudden fears

I try to hide my shame for you... this time

I close my eyes and try to hide

I blame myself for all the pain

Will I regret my life on the other side?

Is it worth playing this game

I won't even bother to explain

so don't ask me to share my burden again

Please, don't judge me now

for I must leave all of this behind

I hear the sound of absent voices

deep inside my head

What made me behave this way?

How could this happen?

I thought I've left this behind, I'm cold inside

Lost in search for the answers, I'm lost this time

I'll try to hide my shame but it's me I'll betray

I'm cold now, I'm going back, tomorrow I'll find another way

Today started as a promising day

But my grief has taken control

It's too late now, all harm is done

Please don't cry in compassion

I thought I've left this behind... I'm cold inside

Lost in search for the answers... I'm lost this time

In silence I fade away

This time I can't find myself in here