Rely On Me

Yea, yea...

My life is deep, everyday's like constant greif

And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me

I'll never let me...

My life is deep, everyday's like constant greif

And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me

I'll never let me down... down, down, down, down

I'll never let me down

So I choose to rely on me, I'll never let me...

My life is deep, everyday's like constant greif

And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me, yea

Look, I spit the truth in the booth, no lie

So believe when I say that I've cried some nights

All on my own in my room and I'm thinking

Why did I choose this life it's deep

Where did it all go wrong, please tell me

I remember, and it feels like just the other day when my life was peaceful

Sitting on a wall in Stroudy

Now a few years later, I'm a little bit older, wised up, that much stronger

My mum thinks that I'm wasting time, I'm folding man, I can't handle the pressure

And I've been a star from school, so I've gotta maintain the cool

If not then I get labeled a wasteman, somebody help me son I'm gunna fall

It's a normal ting I find myself in the mixup

And it's all 'cause I touch mic's, all 'cause they call me Stryde or Stryder

All 'cause I came up with Ruffsquad, Rascal and Tiger

If I roll to a next endz, I'm bound to run into a next breh

'Cause I'm hype hype this year, but they ain't gunna move me

Not while I'm here, not this year

I'm not letting them take the piss here, I'm tryin to blow like Wretch here

But man are still tryin to hold me back like wait there

Man get busy like roach on a biscuit

Look, all this hype 'cause I MC and all I wanna do is make mad p

Look, is this really worth it, this life is far from perfect

Pain inside, but I'm cool on the surface, 'cause the click ain't tight no more

Some friends can't look me in the eye no more

It's hurting but I don't cry no more

I put my boy on my mix cd and all he could say is "My name ain't on it"

Rar, that's the thanks I get, mind and next time we'll see who's on it

Even my boys think I'm mashing with p's so I'm not even shocked by the war on the streets

And they think that Stryder's nice and the jack move goons keep plotting on me

Little did they know that my dough ain't there yet

I'm nice with the flow but I'm not quite there yet

That's why I'm a +Star In The Hood+ 'cause they think I've burst when I ain't even blown yet

Ain't it ain't even ending there these random questions I'm facing bare

Like "Why didn't Rascal sign you? Why not Ruffsquad, Why Newham Generals? "

I'm like, "Business is business, plus he don't owe me nuttin"

All these questions, I ain't got answers, what do I look like his brain or something?

Stop asking if it's all cool, 'cause all I can do is speak from my side

And it's still all love round East side, most of the mandem are still on your side

It was only a few years back, they had the strongest team it's a fact

Now look I've done my first album, no features from Rascal or Wiley, it's fucked...

Yea, it's real talk man, realness man, like...

I had to say what I had to say man...

Get me man, it's all love, still...

Yea, I'm signing out, I'm out, I'm out, I'm out, I'm out...

Yea, yea...

My life is deep, everyday's like constant greif

And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me

I'll never let me...

My life is deep, everyday's like constant greif

And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me

I'll never let me down... down, down, down, down

I'll never let me down

So I choose to rely on me, I'll never let me...

My life is deep, everyday's like constant greif

And all I wanna do is breathe, so I choose to rely on me

I'll never let me down

I'll never let me down

I'll never let me down