I Can't Sleep

I’ve been running out of different ways to past time

The devils work is done by idol hands and I’ve been bored since last night

Jump into the whip and start to drive like it’s may last ride

Looking for a bridge where I can crash, see if I can fly

Hit my head again the wall till I got black eyes

Sitting on the sofa, drinking soda, watching plants die

Stupid but I’m scared I might lose it and I can’t cry

The devil smells the tears and he been chilling here don’t ask why

The garbage can been full and

Hella pizza boxes stacked high

Hit the Ativan and now I’m anxious out my damn mind

Got eighty grand and clothes and a couple chains and a rad life

But all I’m really after was happiness money can’t buy

Stressing every second to drop a record my fans like

Puking from the pressure I’m throwing up like some gang signs

Standing on the mountain that an average man can’t climb

Waiting for an avalanche to landslide

I can’t sleep, I’m out of my head

I’m losing my mind and no one understands, woah

And I can’t breathe, I’m over the edge

I’m dying inside, I’m afraid how this might end, woah

And I’m running out of ways to fight the bad thoughts I can’t stop

Cigarettes are filling up the empty cans and plant pots

Try to keep my demons locked away with chains and padlock

They found a way to break out of the cage and they won’t back off

Everyday I call my parents, me, my mom and dad talk

I tell them that I’m fine but it all changes when I hang up

There’s whiskey in the cupboard

I’ve been tryna keep my hands off

It’s calling to me everyday like come on Tom let’s have shots

Mansion’s in my head I hop the fence into the backyard

Looking through the windows and all the rooms that my past tounts

Filling up my laptop with last word and chat logs

There’s ashes on my mattress cause I smoke until I crash hard

Think I lost my mind, I’m tryna find it in these sad songs

Following my footprints but the track stopped

Fighting with the devil but he didn’t think I’d last long

But I ain’t backing down I’mma stand strong

I can’t sleep, I’m out of my head

I’m losing my mind and no one understands, woah

And I can’t breathe, I’m over the edge

I’m dying inside, I’m afraid how this might end, woah

My mind is racing

I’m going crazy

I wanna hide in my bed

I think that maybe

Something can save me

But I don’t know what that thing is

I can’t sleep, I’m out of my head

I’m losing my mind and no one understands, woah

And I can’t breathe, I’m over the edge

I’m dying inside, I’m afraid how this might end, woah