Meaning In Murderous Intent

These oceans that separate our two sides

I swim against the tide

Just to find my place by your side

And words can’t express these feelings that I hold inside

When I stare into those two eyes

The stars and planets fall in line

To tear apart the tapestry of time

I would break the mountains

Bring the world crashing to its knees

For all that I’ve sacrificed

You can’t see the wood for the trees

And this is my expression

These are the words that you never let me grace your life with

Hidden behind this bated breath

Through fear of losing what we had

And I know I need to bite this sweetened tongue

To stand a chance in this rat race

To be the man I know that I can become

Is there something more to this?

I gave you more than everything

My mind a-whirl the cogs they turn

A world of broken promises

While heaven waits to bless the earth you walk

And I’ll break the sky

And hang it in the perfect frame

But comparisons can’t be made

Between your face and the grand design of fate

You have become the oxygen

In every single breath I take

Laced like poison in my veins

And every moment you’re away

This tainted touch comes back to me

Every agonising minute that I wait

And now I hate the life

I carved out of my own design

My own design

Is there something more to this?

I gave you more than everything

My mind a-whirl the cogs they turn

A world of broken promises

While heaven waits to bless the earth you walk

And I’ll break the sky

And hang it in the perfect frame

But comparisons can’t be made

Between your face and the grand design of fate

Break me

Tear this nostalgia out of my chest

I walk the streets where I found out what it means

To give up everything

So now this ends

It wasn’t enough to give everything

To gamble the life that I once lead

I’m nothing in your eyes

Maybe one day you’ll see what you have missed

And catch every word hanging on every wasted breath

Your world will tear in two

And you will realise

The weight of the curse you placed upon life

My life

You were the worst thing that happened to me