Sinking So Long

If it's the will that has to be there,

To find my way out of this hell that dwells inside of my head

Then I'll find the hope I misplaced

And fear faced without a doubt

In a sea of shipwrecked thoughts

My lungs are filled with lead now

I've been sinking so long

What am I worth, what am I worth?

Would it be easier to grow?

It's better than keeping me alone, I know

What am I worth, what am I worth?

Would it be easier to grow?

It's better than keeping me alone, I know

I've never been the type to give in,

Maybe it's that feeling in my bones,

That keeps me far from home.

I'm miles away from all that I know,

Maybe it's too hard for me to quit

Down this path that's barely lit

What am I worth, what am I worth?

Would it be easier to grow?

It's better than keeping me alone, I know

What am I worth, what am I worth?

Would it be easier to grow?

It's better than keeping me alone, I know

You know what's shaken me, is all the broken things

I'm picking up what never went missing

Replace the piece of mind, fell out so far behind

So many words with a jaw still clenching

But now I'm through with you, nothing to do with you

I'm giving up on what was never

There for me this time

Why don't you say it

We will never make it on our own this time,

You're wrong, you're wrong

You're wrong, you're wrong

What am I worth, what am I worth?

Would it be easier to grow?

It's better than keeping me alone, I know

What am I worth, what am I worth?

Would it be easier to grow?

It's better than keeping me alone, I know

What am I worth, what am I worth?

Would it be easier to grow?

It's better than keeping me alone, I know

Every touch, every taste, every smell that

May escape from my lungs as I breathe in

The things I see

May what I hear not shake me