I'll Never Be Loved (feat. Hamzaa)

Baby, it's the last time, I promise

I know I promised last time, but now I'm being honest

You the one that said that the past was behind us

But how we gonna move forward if we keep dragging it around

With a slight line

And you've heard this all before, I know, I know

But I'm sick and tired of sleeping on the floor, it's cold

I'm begging you for one more chance, sweetheart

I'm done with my chemical romance

And it's been eight weeks

I'm clean, I'm sober

All the lying and cheating it's done, it's over

And all I wanted was your warm embrace but all I keep getting is cold shoulders

And I don't blame you

Shit, I'd do the same too

If I was in your shoes and had to deal with what you're going through

And all your friends tried to warn you not to take a chance with me

You wanted Johnny and June

I gave you that Sid and Nancy

I'm sorry

I will see you in the morning

If you promise that you'd hold me

I won't go down

I won't go down

I won't go down like that

If I have to keep the light on

Just to make it through the night

I won't go down

I won't go down

I won't go down like that

I fear I'll never be loved

I fear I'll never be loved

I fear I'll never be loved

I feel, I feel love

And you were there for me at my darkest

Held my hand when I was walking blind through the darkness

Kick it cold turkey never once left my apartment

Girl you hold me down I can't imagine life without you around

And now the camel's back has been broken

With the same straw that I used to blow dope with

Depressed my head's a mess and I don't think that I can cope with

The fact that you're leaving

Sex, drugs and rock-and-roll this shit is so deceiving

It's all fun and games at first until somebody you love gets hurt

And that's when it hurts

And that's when you call

When I was two seconds away from ending it all

Three and a half pints down on a tour bus in Norway

In the back lounge staring at heaven's doorway

Then I got a phone call and all I saw was your face

No one on this earth can ever ever take your place

I love you

I will see you in the morning

If you promise that you'd hold me

I won't go down

I won't go down

I won't go down like that

If I have to keep the light on

Just to make it through the night

I won't go down

I won't go down

I won't go down like that

I fear I'll never be loved

I fear I'll never be loved

I fear I'll never be loved

I feel, I feel love

And here I go again trying to fix it with a song

I thought I had my shit together I was obviously wrong

The last time you left me you were right I shoulda known

When I was sitting in that Brooklyn basement cold and all alone

And I cried until my tear ducts dried up, no really

Swimming laps in an Olympic-sized pool of self-pity

And I probably hold the record in the Guinness book for most bridges burned

That this gasoline smell's making me dizzy

But on a lighter note

Put this in the liner notes

I know you had enough and there's absolutely no sign of hope

Or any kind of future between you and I

If I should die tomorrow just know this wasn't a lie

Cross my heart and hope to live for a few more

The worst part is you were who I used to live for

And now I'm living for me

Wherever you're at I just hope you're happy

Thanks for listening