RETRY

It’s kinda for me to look around my life and accept

All of the bullshit that I’ve been dealing with

So now I’m terrified of what’s next

I sit it in my room so confused

Bout all the moves that I’ve made

My hearts full of stress

Don’t think they knew

About all of the pain that I feel everyday

My head is a mess

Another sad song right

Forget it

Cause i know that you wouldn’t really understand

You left me in the dark so long

Broken, a mess

I find it even hard to stand

I look around me

And I don’t see no one

I lose myself in the madness of the lonesome

I have no fear now

When I see the ghost come

They watch me drown at the bottom of the ocean

First Verse

Remember when we used to be

Friends

I remember that too

But it

Ends

Seems like everybody playing

Pretend

Left to struggle on my own now

Yeah it’s funny when you get a new bitch

How you change up

How the fuck could you let somebody change us

Ain’t no way that I’m ever gonna change up

Even if I’m broke or I get famous

This the shit that I be dealing with

Keeping problems inside of my mind

Then I let em all out

Aim At the wrong person

So To me

Everybody gotta die

My eyes have dried

It’s hard to cry

When you’ve become so numb inside

You cut for pain

With no release

You feel it growting deep inside

I tried

Second verse

So Look at me

Look at me

Look at me

I hope that I got your attention

So look at me

Do you see what I see

Do you feel what I feel

Do you understand why I don’t feel real

My life is a simulation

I will crash

And they will say I’m killed

Yeah it’s hard to live

When everyday you feel like you wanna die

And you feel like nobody around you would even notice you commit suicide

Days pass by

Not picking up my phone

It’s like I have a body

But I’m never home

I don’t trust people

That’s why I’m always alone

What the fuck is friendship

Leave me alone

Yeah

You wanna talk about depression

I can tell you what it’s like

When your mind

Turns into a fucking weapon

And it backfires

Every single fucking day

Now you wonder why the hell you always feel this way

It will never change

It’ll probably be the same forever

Me and pain

I think that we were meant to be together

The happiness is a lie

When it’s getting better

The roller coaster goes down into hellish weather

Yeah

Forever

Whatever

(Whatever)

Forever that’s a lie too

I be feeling like my life is a drive thru

You look around

Ain’t nobody right beside you

So who the fuck did you lie to

You don’t gotta lie to me

Just to fucking kick it

Thinking when I make it

That you gonna get a ticket

And that’s the fucking reason

Why I’m on a solo mission

All of my memories fade away

All of my memories fade away

I just want to see a better day