I'm Sorry

I know it seems like I’ve got a hold on me

But I’m delicate and need your gravitational loving

I been trouble since, I guess since I was a kid I think

I was raised by a depressive mom

I grew up in a recessive time

So I’m sorry I caused all your pain

I didn’t even know it was under my name

Sometimes I am caught and blinded by rage

I didn’t even know I was holding this blade

So I’m sorry I didn’t notice you

All I felt was the flesh I cut through

Hurting you was what I needed to feel

And I’m sorry I feel good about it

These days I’m at my highest highs or murderous lows

Now I’m feeling like I’ll overflow

Bet you’re regretting leaving me alone

Oh my cluttered mind is finally clear, baby

You’re just a blood drop in the big bad sea

Somehow you don’t matter to me

You tried to get out of here

To see your other woman

You know I’ve got some baggage that’s why

I can’t stop this feeling

I begged you to stay with me baby

I need this validation

Now you can stay with me for good

And I’ll never be changing