Afraid Of Me

[Chorus x2]

I'm so

Hidden and you're never gonna see

I'm cold

Forgiven all because of my beliefs

I'm no

Body that you ever wanna be

Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

[Monoxide Child]

Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me

But there's nothing that you can do to me lately

Now I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwined

From being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behind

So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once

And run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us

So many questions, fingers pointing for answers

Suggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture

With green grass up to my neck, and situations that's too fast

To think about and most people can't dream about

A hundred million miles and every single second

And every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence

Reminisce from descendants of past treasures

We'll embark on a journey that'll stay alive forever

Plus I would stand over on my side of the fence

Regardless of the circumstances or the consequences

[Chorus x2]

[Jamie Madrox]

I am my own worst enemy

I'm not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I don't pretend to be

And why I am the way I am is not a mystery

My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy

The brain's confused and mentally abused

Life's been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to loose?

And what the fuck I got to prove to you?

If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me

You can put that on my real homies

I got problems and they stack like bills

And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed

And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark

Hoping to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apart

I'm such a mess and decisive, I'm fading away

I'm out of touch with society and living today

Never relying on my sanity, I threw it away

To become the maniac that's got your attention today

[Chorus x2]

[Monoxide Child]

Can you keep a secret?

Well I'm afraid world because they want me to die, can you believe it?

But I'm still alive... and been floating since '95

With my chin held high but I'm so dead inside

Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile

Because it's just a bunch of shit that I can't deal with right now

And I'm tired of always guessing and messing it up again

And the next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in

[Jamie Madrox]

I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found

It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down

No soul, no heart because I gave it away

No time for feeling sorry, I'll grieve another day

And all those tears are stored in storm clouds

That hover above me and cover the ugly

Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low

That's the same reason I hold on and never let go

[Chorus x4]