Wondering Why?

[Jamie Madrox]

On the windows in my mind at night

There's some things going on, some of them are not right

I've been locked in this house, in this abusive home

No one is there on the couch and I'm alone

Inside of my head, things are unclear

I don't rely on the person I see in the mirror

And I don't die for the chance to be standing right here

Sometimes I'm a smart ass when being sincere

[Monoxide Child]

I see everything's flashing, I wish it would stop

There's just something that makes me so nervous about cops

All their pushing and shoving and macing my eyes

It will only keep burning this hate that's inside of me

Hitting me, kicking me just for the fun

And all I keep on thinking is "Go for the skull!"

To protect and to serve are the words you should heed

And if you don't, we're gonna watch you bleed

[Chorus]

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can break me

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can make me

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can save me

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can change me

[Monoxide Child]

She loves me and hates me, it's all just the same

But I can hear her screaming and yelling my name

Now her face is all blue and her eyes are all red

From the drugs that she keeps on popping

Instead of me helping I'm learning and pushing away

The visions and memories of things she would say

They keep coming and flashing so I keep on laughing

Bitch, you never should've fucked my boy

[Jamie Madrox]

I'm in touch with my fear, that's why I stay afraid

And I'll stay that way until night turns to day

And them nice words you say will slowly mutate

And become the better part of you we all love to hate

And well, speaking of fate, I'm trying to relate

To the ever growing destiny and it's amazing shape

They tell me I'm straight and then diss me all day

There's a website debate, was it all a mistake?

[Chorus]

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can break me

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can make me

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can save me

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can change me

[Monoxide Child]

It just keeps calling me, whispers my name

All alone I was sitting down in the darkness again

All my friends, they are dead but remain in my head

So I truly believe that they are all my enemy

Telling me why, and I'll tell the sky

That Hell is all real and that Heaven's a fantasy

Capture me mentally nothing substantially evident

Except that my head's a little fucked up

[Chorus x2]

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can break me

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can make me

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can save me

Wondering Why? (Why?)

Not giving up (No)

Nothing can change me