Pride Vs Intellect

I want to push my life so strong

But now i am so tired

I wanna cry and fight at the same time

I wanna win and loosen my grip

But what do i really want?

I would like to do the whole

I decide to do.

I live between deceits and echoes of my faith

I want to disappoint no one with my escape

You have always to be in strain with all

To never crumble down in my pain

Without ever saying "i can't"

I wanna cry and fight at the same time

I am only a child that poses as a warrior

And the armour again has overwhelmed me

I have always to be in strain

With all and everyone without

Give me a rest or respite

To never crumble down

I can't see my way in

This labyrinthic game of

Opposite forces but i

Have always to be in strain with

Myself, my friends, the ones who trust in me but

All i can now is wriggle

And i live between deceits now

I can't breath, i can't stand up, no one will pick up me

'cause they know i'm too proud and i want to scrape through by

Myself now

I can't breath, i can't stand up, no one will pick up me

'cause they know i'm too proud and i want to scrape through by

Myself now

I am only a child that poses as a warrior

And the armour again has overwhelmed me

I live between deceits and echoes of my faith

I want to disappoint no one with my escape

You have always to be in strain with all

To never crumble down in my pain

Without ever saying "i can't"

Without the bitter words "i cannot".