In Denial

stretching out for unknown

forbidding all drops to flow

didn't dare stay or be,

eyes shut: delusion's on screen

highlights have dimmed and died

for the sake of some stupid pride

limbless dancer dancin' slow,

in own arms all alone singing:

"it wasn't me, it wasn't me,

i did not ruin my life

those days are just behind,

another comes, other goes

i can curse, i can make a wish,

mess my brain but still i miss

those days are just behind,

but i did not ruin my life"

taste of ginger and cinnamon,

celebration and christmas song

flipside of insomniac's dream

gives a hope pain hasn't been

in somewhere out there,

as the virgin snow's floating down

callin' back from dreamland's ground

frosty dawn and all alone

"it wasn't me, it wasn't me,

i did not ruin my life

those days are just behind,

another comes, other goes

i can curse, i can make a wish,

mess my brain but still i miss

those days are just behind,

but i did not ruin my life"

highlights have dimmed and died

for the sake of some stupid pride

limbless dancer dancin' slow,

in own arms all alone

ridiculously carryin' on

without a thing to carry for

learned what have to learn

and nothing will ever return

"it wasn't me, it wasn't me,

i did not ruin my life

those days are just behind,

another comes, other goes

i can curse, i can make a wish,

mess my brain but still i miss

those days are just behind,

but i did not ruin my life

i can pray i can make a wish,

shoot my brain but still i miss

for me it's time to hide,

oh my god i ruined my life"