As Blackness Comes

In a dream

we quarrel again

don't love each other

our eyes are black like the hell

in a dream

our looks are dead romance

there's no rest

and the night is forever

I lose hold

how long does it take?

I sink into blackness

cold like a dead hell

your silhouette

is a far shore

a million miles

far away from me.

Clumsy and slow

my body falls upon you

the smell of your sweet

is what I love

my face gets wet

and blindness burns in my eyes

only dumb screams

no word comes over your lips

my blunt hands

are like two claws in your shoulders

I hold you

and it is silence

I see black

I eat into the darkness

I'm buried in you

while you disappear.

I stare blind

and see a darkness

so cold and deep

like a frozen sea

I get up

and open the door into the light

I emerge

to breathe the air wich I do not need

In your eyes

I see deep and cold hate

wich breaks out in you

and in the abyss of the night

whenever blackness comes

it is deeper than your eyes

pain is coming

and it is for eternity!

I hold on

like a survior to a shipwreck

I cling to the hope

that swims like driftwood

throughout days and nights

whipped by the beat of

my black and bleeding heart.