The Time

A five minutes drone note covered the time

That I had to spend alone from your house to mine

I’m stuck between feelings, and the worst part is that

I can understand ‘em both, like I opened my head split

Fuck, how can I pretend I don’t care?

I’m a little dead ostrich when I’m missing your hand through my hair

Always said being loved back kills art

I would leave this mic to rust if that would give me your heart

The- the weight of the morning is the shriek of the past

And the depth of the sinkhole that you left in my chest

(I’m always afraid) time flies as we rot in this hug, you should find

(A better way to ignore me) starting with this

Don’t listen to this track, it’s too sad

To see you stop the party ‘cause I’m fucking dead, it’s okay

I’m koi-no-yokan kinda fucked from the start

Still I’m afraid you’ll find a way to ignore me

I need you like a beacon needs the water

You’re muffled in my sweater, teary eyed

Please listen to the fishes in your stomach

‘Cause these haphazard words are biased as fuck, girl

I want you mine

Nothing is safe, nothing remains the same

But I would stare into your eyes forever and I’m the one to blame

The anvils on my back are the tears from your eyes

Don’t underestimate my honesty or you’ll be surprised

(I’m always afraid)

I’m not denying reality, or putting up fights

I just can’t promise I’ll change for myself, and that’s why

You have no clue how I felt that night, you’re even

Prettier under the video rental store’s bright light

(I can’t believe you’re here)

I need you like spring blooming needs the thaw and

I’m so deceived by the shape of your lips

(I can’t believe you’re here)

Please come and fill the chasm in my stomach

I’m tired of gauging what you feel and think

I wanna end this war

I’m wary of it all

I’m waiting but it’s hard

Will you be here or not? Will you be here or not?

I wanna end this war (end this war)

I’m wary of it all

I’m waiting but it’s hard (end this war)

Will you be here or not?

I’m jealous, stubborn and worn

Do I need more

Time?

Time

Do I need more time?

Guess now we have to make up our mind

Either we try to live together, or I’ll kiss you for the last time

Shit, if this is what I’m supposed to deal with

Just fucking kill me already, this is a life I won’t live

(I’m always afraid)

Please find a way to ignore me, oh this song is so smart

Blending 80s electronic with an oli-sykes-style part

(I'm always afraid)

So sit tight, that was just a build-up

This is where I’m gonna leave you, and then the real song starts