Elapse

I’m sick of spending every day

Just watching myself fade away

I’m sorry I could never be, something I’m not

This isn’t me angry

This is just me asking do we have anything left?

I’m trying hard to keep my sanity

This means so much to me

‘Cause I know I never wanted this to be

A mistake that haunts me endlessly

I cannot bare to take another step

Down a road that leads me far away

From the youth I had just yesterday

I wish that I could find this somewhere else

Life is always pushing forward

I never get the chance to catch my breath

‘Cause now I see that the cracks along

The pavement mark the sleepless nights I’ve spent

I reminisce perpetually on the past and how things could have been

Cause I never thought I would be alone with nothing left

‘Cause I know I never wanted this to be

A mistake that haunts me endlessly

I cannot bare to take another step

Down a road that leads me far away

From the youth I had just yesterday

I wish that I could find this somewhere else

The only thing I’m good at is never giving in

And I’ve never felt okay living in this skin

I let everyone down when it might have mattered most

And the only regret I have it was so easy to let this go

Now I’m left with this harsh feeling

Of emotional distress that runs so deep

What if I just learnt how to break through the pain I feel every day

But I guess I’m doing better, so I’ll complain about the weather

‘Cause I just keep praying that it’ll rain like yesterday

I would do anything just to feel young again

I would do anything just be young again

I would do anything just to feel young again

I would do anything