My First Murder

My First murder

Dear God,

Dear family,

Dear life,

Here living in this jail,

Eating my death

Dying in this crazy place

Nobody here know who I am

But I know,

I am one dead man

Looking my life,

Looking myself

I´m looknig myself

But I can´t find

Anybody else

Than my past

I can´t forget,

The memories everytime back

The memories what I wish I didn´t had

How can you live

With this things in mind ?

I don´t know why

But myself I can´t find

The darkness is holding me tightly

How can you live outside

If you done the same thing like me ?

CHORUS

I´m paying for that

I´m not happy for what I done

Why have to be like that ?

I can´t do this onmy own

Why the peoples are so mad ?

( I CAN´T HOLD ON )

I can´t do this on my own...

Dear God,

Dear family

Dear life

Here, living in this jail,

Eating my death,

Dying in this crazy place,

Nobody here know who I am

But I know

I am one dead man

Looking my life

Looking myself

CHORUS

I´m happy

For what I done

You either

You are more fucked than I

You told me to do that

Don´t try escape

´Cause the destiny is behind you

I´m paying my debt

Don´t have escape

Just tell me why !! ( 3x )