Vitriolic

Of all the horrors that darkness holds

To die alone is the worst I know

I've compromised convictions to maintain my compassion

And wasted time on a pipe dream

Exaggerated assumptions are simple aversions

Tell me what I should believe

Drown me in your mainstream

Wipe the social slate clean (wake up)

Drown me in your mainstream

Don't pray for me

I still hear you clear as day

Saying everything will be okay

And yet I remain here horrified

At the thought of your genocide

Beating you down until you obey

So if it's all behind me, why does your face remind me

I am the faceless shell of my former self

You’ll disconnect, I’m willing to bet

You’ll disconnect, I’m willing to bet

That I found what I loved and let it kill me

I could never be a shill for your humanity

Yet, I've come to find, that you would surely deny my untimely demise

Who the fuck do you think you are?

Ruining me than expecting apologies?

I never waited to pursue the things I knew you hated

But when you were tested, you just couldn’t erase me

Drown me in your mainstream

Wipe the social slate clean (wake up)

Drown me in your mainstream

Don't pray for me

Lock the doors, hit the lights

Tonight it's just you and I

Close the curtains, hit the lights

Tonight it's just you and I

Drown me in your mainstream

Wipe the social slate clean (wake up)

Drown me in your mainstream

Don't pray for me

But I found what I loved and let it kill me

I could never be a shill for your humanity

Yet, I've come to find, that you would surely deny my untimely demise

I'm sick of paying someone else's dues

Slandered, abandoned, straight up used