Within Destruction We Rise

You think I’m taking this for granted

But all the time that you'd beg

Brought all the times I’d forgive

You'll think im lying, that I planned this

But every time you'd admit

I swore I’d get you through this

Forget (all of my pointless advances)

Forget (that im still dead inside)

Forfit (all of your failing pretenses)

Forfit (while they live lies)

Connect my flesh to freezing steel

The overwhelming peace of suffering

Iced over, cold, bitter bite unhealed

The price you pay to sleep so comfortably

We share the physical and vain

I have no doubts of rationality

I know we'll share this bed of worms

The price you'd pay the get best of me

Step one (you've got to learn to forget)

Step two (forgive)

Step three (put your dead foot forward)

Step four (give in)

Now we're here and done pretending

Let your love fade back to hating

Not here to pretend, just here to forget

Whats left between us, what I swore I’d rebuild

Not here to be your friend

Not stepping back to that

I gave you too much

Now im paying the price for my past

My past does not define who I am

I wont let this ruin me

Fuck all forgiveness fuck all second chances

I dont care what your friends believe

Fuck all your begging and your devilish glances

There all momentary

You wont understand me

This life has come to past

When you're all I had left

When I've tried and fallen short

And it’s become my last resort

When you've tried and fallen short

When you're all im fighting for