R.I.P.

sometimes at morning

thinking about my life

i see my future

and it make me nauseous

the world wide weight

over my head

and my own world

crumbles by my feet

I look at the window

a sunny summer day

but in my heart

everything is grey

and then I feel my blood gets hot

and I see everything in red

I lose control

you take it away from me

immersed in a rage

that blinds me

you broke the seal

and set the evil free

now at the botton of the lake

rest in pieces

it's stronger than me

my will can't control

a power never seem before posses my boby

consume my soul

and then it happens

the rage guides my hand

i can't remember

what comes thereafter

I feel numb

my consciousness is lost

I need to loose

my repressed feelings

'cause they are eating me away

and then I feel my blood gets hot

and I see everything in red

I lose control

you take it away from me

immersed in a rage

that blinds me

you broke the seal

and set the evil free

now at the botton of the lake

rest in pieces

walking down the street

time passes by

I try don't lose my focus

but my mind go astray

I get myself lost

everytime I see your face

now i try to join

all the pieces

from my collapsed world

the only regret that i find in my heart

is for take so much time to realize

that i've made the wrong choices all this time