It Sucks

You left a week ago, yesterday

I watched you drive off heading to L.A

I fought back the tears; you know how I hate to cry

Didn't know how much it's be to kiss you goodbye

And in a way, I wish I was you

Heading cross country with a dream to pursue

I guess till now I never knew

How much it sucks to be the one who's left behind

You're off in the great unknown

When I'm stuck here all alone

Yeah, it sucks to be the one who's left behind

How can I get you off of my mind?

I keep passing by the spot where we kissed the first time

I walk past the places we used to eat

I lay in bed alone in the bed where we used to sleep

And in a way, I wish I was you

Headin' towards a place and a life that are new

Till now I never had a clue

Just how much it sucks

I never wanted to be that girl

It's the last thing I wanted in the whole world

I never wanted to be that

Mopey, sappy, crying, sighing

Weepy fucking girl who's left behind