Hiding

Running through the darkness

I left him far behind

I couldn't listen to his cries

I open my eyes with tears

carry the tear until it becomes fear

and I keep the fear inside the tear

I walk alone

noone knows my feelings

my own mind is of temperament

dilemmas are all my own

I myself are my only friend

Left alone, on noone can I depend

My feelings I hide

Trying to realize

All my life's a lie

living in a mask

I'm past your shit

I'm through with your bullshit

Will take no more fucking lies

I don't walk around

Rying to be what I'm not

Will I ever find myself?

the distance is growing

my hope has gone away

my inner soul is a wasteland

my feelings I hide

Trying to realize

all my life´s a lie

Living in a mask

I dig a hole

make my life of nothing

why was I so stupid?

Why couldn't I just see

that the one I left behind

was none else but me