Cry You a River

[Verse 1]

The moment you squeezed the trigger, I felt dissed

How the hell could you be so selfish, the current events that led up to this moment

You masqueraded your death wish, you ain't think I had the mental capacity

To comprehended your troubles and theft ness

So subtle I'm breathless, Imma be just like you was my old model

That was before you murked my best friend, big cousin and role model

Left my soul hollow, now I hold bottles of E and J

And drown myself in this alcoholic slow sorrow

And I find myself not taking sips, but whole swallows

And my outlook on life's meaning is so shallow

You led by example

Your life was the blueprint I was supposed to go follow

Back to fishing due to the fact you missing

At a crossroads 'cause at the wake of your untimely demise

You sent me on a backwards mission

Shit, I only pray that Allah has mercy on your soul upon his acquisition

I can't help but find it suitable cursing

You fucked up a beautiful person

And still on judgment day I pray your sole gets acquitted

Without question I'll always love you, I just hate the horrible act you committed

[Chorus] 2X

I'll cry you a river

If not, then this song I'll try and deliver

I'm still in denial, you can't die you my nigga

I'm all out of liquor so I'm pouring out my heart to you...my nigga

[Verse 2]

I'd be lying through my grill if I said it's been all lovely

It ain't all good it's been a slow recovery

Except when I'm drunk and bubbly

Although on certain days I swear I feel your brotherly spirit hover above me

Shit, I almost died seven years ago

Think God point you when he said prevention for my divine intervention

If not, then God I wish you do such

Lately I've been