Foreign Complaint

"foreign complaint"

I got something to write before this letter slips in

I got no one by my side and finally now, i feel fine

As the leaves are falling, as the sun is going down.

My eyes are in the wind, but every summer they melt down

Here no one knows my name, they never see me around

I pretend i'm from spain and i don't even go out

I never thought it would be so hard to live in other town

And i always remind of you when sleep gets me down

Every dusk i watch, well, it always leaves me sad

Cause that time i got you, the dawn was the time to bed

And i never saw the dawn anymore, now i have to crawl

To get up from the bed, and then get off of the ground

I'm not looking for and i couldn't even get a job

Lately i'm too weak and i still got the bucks you gave me

People scream that i'm a slob, but i pretend it's not with me

I just keep my face straight, with my eyes staring at my feet

Sometimes i miss my rock'n'roll records and my friends

But as long as i'll die, they'll take me out of their heads

I'm not saying i was unwanted, it's just something usual

Maybe i never really liked'em but i miss them all

Last week i went to a bar, and there was no one at it.

And i've been thinking how sometimes love's hard to fit

I remembered when i's a child and how beautiful were my hair

And when i discovered that love's something hard to bear

But when the bar closed down, i started my thinkin' again

And going back home i cried a little bit but then

I cleaned my face with memories from my mom and my dad

And for a quick moment i forgot that they are dead

I heard someone saying love's bitter, well, i didn't disagree

But later when i was sleeping i've been waken by a dream

I don't remember well, but i only know it was about you

Then i passed all the day upset till i accept that i love you

But you know life goes on, as it goes on your life

And i'd be lying if i said that someday i'll be back

Cause these words haunt myself, i prefer to ignore the pain

Cause i'll always love you, but i don't want to see you again.