Lead Balloon

This is note to my future self

I won't make it to you

So please send me help

This is my room becoming a tomb

And a dying dream is the only view

What have I become

Dead and dumb and uncomfortably numb

I'm not proud of this

Do I even exist

Every day goes on and on, the same old song

But I'm stuck and I can't move

Please tell me what I should do

When you're that deep

When you're too weak

All do you is sleep

Cause when you're that low

Everything is a hole

That drags you even further below

I write to you

I'm weak and but I can feel now

My soul slowly giving out

I'm not that strong

So you'll have to carry on now

Cause I don't think I know how

And I know you had such amazing plans

And I hope you know I tried so hard not to let go

Cause when you're that deep

When you're too weak

All you do is sleep

Cause when you're that low

Everything's a hole

That drags you even further below

I write to you

I'm weak but I can feel now

My soul slowly giving out

I'm not that strong

So you'll have to carry on now

Cause I don't think I know how

This isn't how we die

You're not reading the ending right

You are meant for greatness

Open up your eyes and face it

Now to your feet and follow me

The road is hard but you're harder

Can't you feel your heart beat starting?

The blood that runs through our veins

Means you and I are the same

The road is hard but you're harder

Can't you feel your heart beat starting?

I write to you

You're weak but you can feel now

You're soul slowly getting out

You are so strong

And you'll have to carry on now

Cause I know that you know how