Guide For Me

I had thought a lot

Bout the other ways out that

I could have taken to figure you out

And I apologize to nobody now cause I am unshaken

It hurts me bad, you'll never know

And that's my gift to you alone

I might be sad, but I'm alive

And unlike you I can survive

So I made it my job to help you unlock your keys to the good life without me around

Taxing road for me

Summer in your hair and you are gorgeous

I see no disguise

You tell me everything that makes you you

Now I'm giving you

All of my brain strength to sort yourself out

Keep myself grey, in the background

I cannot look at you

So I won't til I can tell we both like you

And not just me sitting here thinking about

How I thought a lot

Bout the other ways out that

I could have taken to figure you out

And I apologize to nobody now cause I am unshaken

It hurts me bad, you'll never know

And that's my gift to you alone

I might be sad, but I'm alive

And unlike you I can survive

So I made it my job to help you unlock your keys to the good life without me around

Taxing road for me

Gotta remember the bad stuff so I don't see

The whole thing through pink coloured lenses

Cause I tend to believe it was better, forget

And let down my defence

But I am tough, don't mistake me

For the type who'll pass up a lessonFor ease of the unwise and unwilling

To stick it through the worst of times

And how sublime would that be

I had thought a lot

Bout the other ways out that

I could have taken to figure you out

And I apologize to nobody now cause I am unshaken

It hurts me bad, you'll never know

And that's my gift to you alone

I might be sad, but I'm alive

And unlike you I can survive

So I made it my job to help you unlock your keys to the good life without me around

Taxing road for me

Listen little girl

To the reaction of your broken heart

It made you strong and mad

Put it in a song

Try to replace him with a fading thought

And pretend to talk to your dad