My Fernanda

Nocturnal lady of me

Dressed in clothes darker than black, you'd cry for me

Every night I wait for my sweet Fernanda

But, still...

A wound upon my skin

A life that crossed the walls of reality

Would you let me be your Hello Kitty?

I won't bathe in the bloody waters and kill myself

Enchanted by your fake pics in my dreams

But until we unite

I will have to die

Wait for time

To born one more time

In the break of new dawn

My hopes disappeared

In shadows I'll fade

I'll be always ashamed

for believing in you...

Serene with a kind smile

With a black corsette dancing at the party

A gothic sight, so style

And I...

The loneliest child alive

Always waiting, searching for my Fer

I'm still alone sitting in the corner

Silent I lie with a tear on my face,

Appearance decieves and MSN betrays

I'll wait for the time

My dream won't come alive

Always out of sight

But never appearing online

And in front of computer

Still I long for you

This white light is killing me

Coming from the screen

In the end, I'm enslaved by my dreams

In the end, there's no Fer to talk to me

Hidden from daylight, I'm crying in my room

Trapped in a dream that will never exist

And I'm all alone.

MSN isn't life when you're a dream

The Windows still open, but my list is empty as me

My hope is begining to fade

I fell in love with a person that I hate

But until we unite

I will have to die

Wait for time

To born one more time

When my computer breaks

I can't see your pics

We will never meet

Because you don't exist

This is my final call

I will fall

I'll throw myself

Out of the window

By the dark of my days

I'm fading away

I'll cut myself deep

Would you bleed with me

My Fernanda?