Killing Me

oh pain, inside, where you lock your dream away

oh lay down, sleep in not a dream

i fell, on a broken lost day

i feel, i see on a broken past away

alone, you never cared

you never ever needed me

alone, in what you call pity

you always play the game

oh, so what's the deal?

oh can't you feel for real?

oh so what's the deal?

oh what's the feel?

can you feel?

can you feel for real?

all in there interface

and one crawls in your bed

and someday, the creeping walls

a bed of nails, ripping your eyes

ripping your soul, into your brain

another fucking day

and i don't know what to play

i don't know what i fucking see

'cause you never fucking tell me what the deal is

i never knew that you could be so cruel

fucking lying all the time

in your face into my eyes

have i broken up the dead?

have i woken up the dead?

i played your game

i played your game

no special gain

it's in my brain

i never played your fucking game

oh lips are kneeling on my forehead

now bouncing off the walls

another way to say hello

i forgave you last time

i know how, and that you would

i never meant to be this way

you close your eyes, and never, and never

woke up this way

you never woke up, woke up

you woke up this way

that's what i say going down

i feel it going down

i'll crawl into your window

when you're sleeping real tight

i'll kill you in your sleep

i brought the fucking knife

you drive me crazy every day

no, you don't leave me alone

my brain is on the floor

i can't decide until you're dead