April Fools

I have a heart, but it's not on my sleeve

I wear apologies from everyone who leaves

I try to be the best that I can be

But I'm a piece of shit

I don't know why you stay with me

I'm nothing

Nothing but a something to you

I'm nothing

Nothing but somebodies body

So they feel something too

Seven months is all it took

I only stick around cause of you

Let me down and I'll let me down

Is that enough pressure for you

Do you even see how hard it gets

I swear I'm trying, but I will give it all up if you leave

Seven months is all it took

To care about you more than me

Let's get a house in the hills

I saw that they cost a little less now that the world is ending

We'll work real hard and you'll get that truck

And we'll drive until the gas is as empty as our luck

I heard that dreamers are broke

And lovers are blind

I hope you still hold my hand if I start falling behind

I know it's too late to expect to hold on to sanity

I'm just okay that you make me feel okay with being me

Seven months is all it took

I only stick around cause of you

Let me down and I'll let me down

Is that enough pressure for you

Do you even see how hard it gets?

I swear I'm trying, but I will give it all up if you leave

Seven months is all it took

To care about you more than me