Thinning Ice

Today is endless

I am governed by sadness

Go fly with the ravens

Come land on your porch

I’ll drop my feathers

All roughed by cold weathers

When darkness gathers

I’ll die on your porch

Some dear lives

Are brittle like thinning ice

You never know just how little pressure would suffice

Oh I thought

There was no way we’d part

A pain so sharp oh it cut right through our lovers’ knot

When the shadows have grabbed you

How I fought

My love was cosmic and red

But once they got you

You can run run

It’s really done done

Nothing, you can not

He's forever gone gone

All the pieces, none none

Left so I can not

Gone

I wish this dark ending

Was a misunderstanding

And you’d still be standing

Here if I lit a match

There is no healing

No death of this feeling

It’s simply spilling slowly

Over the edge

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I'm so tired

My will to hold on expired

You rid the world of the only thing my heart desired

No hope dwells

At the bottom of drying wells

There are no answers, no remedies, no wishing spells

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I have struggled like mad

But I'm not you God

I'm carved with tunnels of red

Impatient blood

I won’t run run

It’s really done done

Nothing that you can say

He’s forever gone gone

All the pieces none none

Left so I cannot stay

Gone