Life Insade

My life inside

Wish I could get out and go ride a bike

Head in the wind, and know what it's like

And wear my ones like we did all the time

Please, don't remind me 'bout my life inside

I waste on my phone, sleep most the time

Wake up to texts from girls I used to like

Try not to text back, the light hurts my eyes

Smoke 'til I'm knocked out

What do I like?

I can't remember, I lost track of time

Is it December?

I don't even try

I've been fucked up for what seems like my life

When is it over?

Spaced out tonight, I won't be sober

Say that I'm fine, my heart is colder

I got so confined, I need to catch up

Fallin' behind, don't leave me like this

My life inside

Wish I could get out and go ride a bike

Head in the wind, and know what it's like

And wear my ones like we did all the time

Please, don't remind me 'bout my life inside

I waste on my phone, sleep most the time

Wake up to texts from girls I used to like

Try not to text back, the light hurts my eyes

Smoke 'til I'm knocked out

I feel like I've been losin' patience, like I just have to face it

The drugs I keep replacin' for happiness, that's fadin'

In truth, I start to panic, this isn't how I planned it

The world just ruined my chances, I'll never understand it

I'm ripping off the band-aid, I think I'm goin' manic

Maybe I'll make a movie, or jump straight out the window

Just need somethin' different, there's couples out here kissin'

I'm out here super distant, I got no one to listen

Hit me up

Hit me up, ooh

My life inside

Wish I could get out and go ride a bike

Head in the wind, and know what it's like

And wear my ones like we did all the time

Please, don't remind me