Bodhi's

The features on my face show

An agonizing pain and tragedy

In a well of torment I remain

The markings under my skin tell the tale

Of loss and new found serenity

I embrace the fact I can confide in my own pain

My pain

My pain

Inflict lacerations on my soul

In search of the true kings murderer

Finding the pieces to make me whole

Will this give me the will to carry on

Or shall it push me further

I'm waking up with the residue of earlier misery

My mortal coil is no longer of flesh and bone

Its existence transcends into grief and insanity

I face the day knowing that I am not alone

You are not alone

To live with this new given chapter

And not to abandon all my hope

Is this the feeling that I'm after

Or do I feel the desire to let go

Nothing can change all that has been

I'm not asking to turn back time

I question God with what I've buried and seen

Looking up at the sun still able to feel it's shine

Let it shimmer

Shine