Ashes

I get so sick of counting down my time

Drifting further form the surface as I'm buried alive

I lose my mind every time that I close my eyes

The pressure seems too much I don't think that I'll survive

Disease

Infecting every fiber of my body as I scream

A hunger growing stronger from within me

Please

Tell me when I went so blind oh please

Just tell me when and how I lost my sight

'Cause nothing I feel seems right

I need to find a way

Out of this hell inside of me

I am the cause of all my self disdain

I'm searching for a way

To escape from this misery in me

I'm always looking for something more

But no matter what it's never enough

I feel stuck face down in the ground

And there's no one to pick me up

My head is pounding

I get surrounded by the fear of death

And I can't catch my breath

Another day I won't make it through

I start shaking and I don't know what to do

I can't eat or sleep and I can't feel my face

I am no longer a man

I'm just a boy who can't stand to be alone

Don't know how long this will last

I need to find a way

Out of this hell inside of me

I am the cause of all my self disdain

I'm searching for a way

To escape from this misery in me

I'm sick of being scared to die

But I have nowhere left to hide

I need to find a way

Out of this hell inside of me

I am the cause of all my self disdain

I'm searching for a way

To escape from this misery in me

Disease

Infecting every fiber of my body as I scream

A hunger growing stronger from within me

Please

Tell me when I went so blind oh please

Just tell me when and how I lost my sight

'Cause nothing I feel seems right