NEON

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For all the people that don't know me

It's been a few years, few rights, many wrongs

Scraping from the bottom

Couldn't count how many things I've lost

And I'll be drinking till the sun comes up

Married to a game that got me all fucked up

I play a game I may never win

Take your chances listen in

Praying for some dividends

And you can say that you bleed just like me

We're not the same and we will never be

I've got this music in my blood

Two hits to the vein

One straight to the Artery

If you don't like me that's to bad for you

This is what I have to do

Got here on my own and that's the damn truth

If you don't fuck with me then walk away

I don't need you anyway

You ain't do shit in the first place

Start from the top of the story

For all the people that don't know me

Been stressed, depressed and suicidal at best

Still I do the fucking thing like this is all that's left

Scream

I've been waiting

Sometimes it feels like this is

Caving in on me

Crumbles down and brings to my knees

Fuck that

I've got to get up and move

Wake up

Sometimes it feels like I've got so much left to lose

Nobody likes it when you tell the truth

Secrets don't make friends

6 years with the same bitch

Dealing with the same shit

Daddy wasn't there so he's to blame this on

This feeling got me gone

I ain't going to stop until they put me on

Tryna take what I've got

But you can never stop me on my way to the top

So go ahead and call me evil

Serve it up like it's illegal

You been trying hard but still can never fill my spot

You can't say nothing about me that I don't know

Still I'll never give a damn

Gotchu in you in your feelings fam

You should grow the fuck up and just let the past go

Focus on your own career and maybe you'll grow

I've been waiting

Sometimes it feels like this is

Caving in on me

Crumbles down and brings to my knees

Fuck that

I've got to get up and move

Wake up

Sometimes it feels like I've got so much left to lose

Nobody likes it when you tell the truth

So take a step back, take a breath

Let this all fall from your chest

'Cause I'll say what I mean even if it sounds mean

At the end of the day I know I'll still be me

So was is it you wanna talk about?

Is it more shit that I can do without

Just another fake person tryna steal some "clout"

So you can turn your back and run your mouth

I don't wanna deal with it

I don't have the time

Save your shit for someone who can throw you a life line

I've been waiting

I've been waiting

I've been waiting

Waiting for my time