Bruiseology

OK, it's over

That's it, I'm quitting

Yes, I'll deny it

Never wanted this anyway

No, it's not over

I'm never stopping

I can't deny it

I've been wanting this all my life

Or I can go back

Be the girl that I was

Before it's easy

Just admit I don't have the guts

But do I ever

Take things so lightly?

I am a fighter

Won't surrender all that I've gained

I'd say there's a conflict here

The right thing to do's not clear

Beat my brain up

Trying to fit the two sides together

(CHORUS x4:)

Then you hit me with the hard facts

Then everything cracks

And that's a bruiseology

It's just a simple

Change of direction

Just keep repeating

Wasn't really me all along

Over my shoulder

A fading figure

Someone who's different

By a hundred eighty degrees

Pretend this never

Happened, I better

Practice my crawling

Back with a tail 'tween my legs

Or is there somewhere

In this contradiction

Some place where

These two sides can meet?

I'd say there's a conflict here

The right thing to do's not clear

Beat my brain up

Trying to fit the two sides together

(CHORUS x4:)

Then you hit me with the hard facts

Then everything cracks

And that's a bruiseology

OK, it's over

No it's not over

l can always go back

But will I ever?

That's it, I'm quitting

I'm never stopping

Be the girl that I was

Take things so lightly

I can't deny it

I've been wanting this all my life

(CHORUS repeats til end:)

And then you hit me with the hard facts

Then everything cracks

And that's a bruiseology