Infinite Dreams

Infinite dreams I can't deny them

Infinity is hard to comprehend

I couldn't hear those screams

Even in my wildest dreams

Suffocation waking in a sweat

Scared to fall asleep again

Incase the dream begins again

Someone chasing and cannot move

Standing rigid a nightmare's statue

What a dream, when will it end

And will I transcend?

Restless sleep, the mind's in turmoil

One nightmare ends, another fertile

It's getting to me so scared to sleep

But scared to wake now, in too deep

Even though it reached new heights

I rather like the restless nights

It makes me wonder, it makes me think

There's more to this, I'm on the brink

It's not the fear of what's beyond

It's just that I might not respond

I have an interest almost craving

Would I like to get too far in?

It can't be all coincidence

Too many things are evident

You tell me "You're an unbeliever"

Spiritualist? Well me, I'm neither

But wouldn't you like to know

The truth

Of what's out there to have the proof

And find out just which side

You're on

Where would you end in Heaven or

In Hell?

Help me! Help me to find my true

Self without seeing the future

Save me, save me from torturing

Myself even within my dreams

There's got to be just more to it

Than this

Or tell me why do we exist

I'd like to think that when I die

I'd get a chance another time

And to return and live again

Reincarnate, play the game

Again and again and again and again