Goodbye

I'm sitting alone in the dark

Holding on to the phone so hard

Trying to understand

What i hear

I fear

I'm hearing all the words

And every word realy hurts

I'm thinking should i go

Lay on the floor

Before i fall

So many years you filled my life

And this you had to hide

There is no more tears left to cry

I just stare

Nowhere

There is nobody just like you

No one who made me love like i do

You did it all more than twice

That i feared

Six years.

I can still smell your skin

Run my fingers through your hair

Hear your laugh

And i cry

Don't know

Why he told a lie

So i couldn't say goodbye

Don't know

Why you made him lie

Why you didn't say goodbye?

You are still on my mind

Sometimes not all the time

I can see you and you smile

With your eyes

All lies

Sometimes i love you just the same

It's hard and with the same pain

As in the crazy days

I loved loving you

Still do

This is my goodbye...