In My Head Is Like Hell

In my head it's like hell

And I don't think I've got the will

In my head it's all pain

God please wash me with your rain

In my head it's all strange

I can't remember any names

In my head it's like hell

And yet you want me still

I hate this what i am

'Cuz what i am is wrong

I can never find it in myself to get a move on

I'm always leaving trails

And my cover ups fail

I'm impulsive and repulsive

God damn I hate myself

But

You

You want me still (2x)

In my head I play the sham

God relieve me of these dreams

I'm much less of a man

Than make myself out to be

And it all comes down

To how I wear this frown

I've painted myself like a clown

You know, Jack

The systems down

I hate this what I am

'Cuz what I am is wrong

I can never find it in myself to get a move on

I'm always leaving trails

And my cover ups fail

I'm impulsive and repulsive

God damn I hate myself

But

You

You want me still (2x)