Pears

The paintings on the wall, they keep haunting me

I wish I could recall what you've done to me

My feelings won't resolve till you talk to me

And I'm certain that you'll call, but I'm too naive

Sometimes I feel alone

Hide in my secrets you need to know

I cannot feel no more

All of my demons with me at home

I saw your face in the water

I can't replace what we started, I did

Everything that you could've wanted

Everything's better when you're honest

Out in public to keep me up

I don't like what I'm dreaming of

Things we're taking don't give enough

I'm tired of hating what I've become

It's hard to deal with everything I'm ignoring

And to be real I probably won't even show it

I don't know why I wake up every morning

You don't know why you're with me in the moment

But please don't go away

I'll believe it all, every word you say

I can't take the fall, I need you to blame

You've been in my thoughts, running through my brain

Sometimes I feel alone

Hide in my secrets, you need to know

I cannot feel no more

All of my demons with me at home

I saw your face in the water

I can't replace what we started, I did

Everything that you could've wanted

Everything's better when you're honest

Out in public to keep me up

I don't like what I'm dreaming of

Things we're taking don't give enough

I'm tired of hating what I've become

Baby, honestly

I think that I would rather sleep

I never wanna show

The way that I can bleed