Chamomile

A wakeful night spent on these sheets

I am dragged by your reflection

Please let me sleep

I miss the days you said you love me

I damned the day I trusted you

I hate myself more than I love you

I hate myself ‘cause I trusted you

I cried blood ‘cause you let go

I prayed (to) god for your return

I was left alone

You found your peace in my decay

All I ask now is you to forgive

And I became something I never wanted to be

To make you stay

My ruin became your blessing

When I lost myself

‘Cause when you found love, I found death

How can I overcome it if every time I fall asleep I dream of you

I cried blood

I prayed (to) god

But it was never enough

I hear your cries in my head consuming me

I just wanted to make you happy

I hear your steps in my room, your gentle touch on my skin

But my bed's still bare

My ruin became your blessing

When I lost myself

And when you found love, I found death

Tell me you’ll stay and choke this pain

(Now tear my heart one more time and watch me die)