History Is Silent

The noise of a memory will fade

And the silence of history will stay

Another day

Wishing to find myself with both feet in my grave

My darker thoughts are born again

It's not okay

To have a knife in your chest and still be able to breathe

When will the air not feel so cold?

And I dread December

I crave the summer days when we were young

But summer came with more of the same

The same old song that cuts so deep

It's sad to say

I crave my grave

Dead and gone

But my wounds still bleed the same

And I just won't die

I've tried everything but I feel no pain

As my body swings

I still feel the cold air rushing through my lungs

History is a silence that's so deafening

Misery

How beautiful you look tonight in this shallow grave

It's not deep enough

What's it like to be

Where the grass is always green?

Remind me, I can't remember

The noise will fade

And the history will stay

Forever

And I dread December

I crave the summer days when we were young

But summer came with more of the same

The same old song that cuts so deep

It's sad to say

I crave my grave

Put me in my grave

Put me in my grave

Put me in my grave

My grave

Dead and gone

But my wounds still bleed the same

And I just won't die

I've tried everything but I feel no pain

As my body swings

I still feel the cold air rushing through my lungs

History is a silence that's so deafening