Mystery

Everything is not what it should be

Thought it would be fine but I'm not yet

I cannot explain what I can't see

Shadow in my heart, that's a mystery

Here I stand alone, but it's not me

Tethered to my heart from the onset

This is all a consequence of being mine

Mirror thirty nine, you are nine three

When I'm not here, where do I go?

When I'm not with you?

Where does time go?

(Where does time go?)

I'm guarded, I'm unknown

Did I wait too long?

Or is time slow?

Do I know you? What do I know?

So the madness starts to manifest now

Here and now, I'm holding what eluded me

Hearing from the past but it's not yet

Path of the gnostics, babylon, you and me

Simulated mind, now inside of me

Something in the way I see myself is confusing me

Waiting here in pain, come deliver me

Time away from you (misery)

Everything is not what it should be

Thought it would be fine but I'm not yet

I cannot explain what I can't see

Shadow in my heart, that's a mystery

Here I stand alone, but it's not me

Tethered to my heart from the onset

This is all a consequence of being mine

Try to find gematria at thirty nine

Mirror thirty nine, you are nine three