No Such As What I Want

what if it didn't come back

this is how the hard one takes it.

puts her arms around his neck,

and squeezes gently as if to break it.

she's gonna miss everything about it,

but what's best in her is the bottom has stopped.

then again what's worse get's better

to messing with what, substantial, dropped.

crazy woman misleads by staring

blankly at the wall above you.

never in a hundred times will she try to pretend

to love you all week always

you or she must convert or hide time

from one to the other and into another

at the ? ground ?

her coldness commands anything further.

there's a black cloud having made it go so.

so you hooked (?) her on the arm.

ripped her shoulders and split her back

and push her quietly forward.

? stuff ? your thumb in it, you,

so scream and groan and I'll scream too