Before It Began

As I closed the door and took my first steps

The tears where rolling and I knew there was no way back

I drove the longest time to see you, now I'm here

Though you don't answer my calls

I know you are near

Don't take your time to thing it over

Give me some credit there's no explanation

The kiss that gave me all the answers

Caught in the act there'snothing that you can say

As the weight of penance descends on me

The scene's repeating in the slowest of motions

Your voice echoing inside my mind, feeling numb

I'm trapped in hell on my own, no I can't escape

Pictures paint a thowsand words

In a land of make believe

But actions speak much louder

If you gave them chance to breath

This is my reason and why we could not be

My not so happy ending

So I gess I'll never know for certain

But my heaad just could not follow my heart

In the real world